losing my little alarm clock. Chas got his job in WY, and next week Heather and Troy will be moving there as well. I have mixed emotions about it, sure, I'm happy that they're going to be able to live together as a family in a place of their own, but at the same time....
I've developed the relationship I've always wanted with my sister. We have started scrap booking together, and I'm used to seeing her and Troy each and every day. Troy has been around me since he was born, when Heather had post partum, I stepped in and tried to help any way I could with the baby, and at times, even just took him from her to give her a break.Since his birth, as with Tucker, and all my other nieces and nephews, Troy has woven his way so deep into my heart, that I know I'm gonna miss his goofy smiles, bath times, and even playing Andrea Bocelli at night when he's sleepy.
I hope that I get to see him more often than not, but only time will tell. I will miss the scrap booking with Heather, just sitting around talking to her, and yes, even fighting with her a little bit. I am happy for them, selfishness aside, and only wish them the best. Hopefully Dave and I will be moving on soon, fingers are crossed and the search is deep. We're working on cutting out bills that are not necessary, and though it took time and work, I managed to single handedly knock out $200 + a month by working on getting out of my Inches A Weigh contract. I had told them that I cannot afford it anymore, then after the owner e-mailed me back saying he'd be happy to postpone 2 payments, I told him that it wasn't a solution to the problem, that I wasn't happy with how I've been treated there also. Last night when I logged into my E-Mail, I found a message from the Owner of Inches A Weigh, he said that he releases me from the contract and the payments. It was like Christmas all over again.
