So a few weeks ago Dave applied for a permanent Home Team Supervisor job. Today, his boss told him that he got the job but to keep it "hush hush" in the work place. What does this mean?? Well, it means that instead of having to get up and drive to work every day, Dave gets up and gets to go into a room in the house set up just for the job. Dave is provided a computer, phone, and anything else required for him to do his job from home. People have asked if this means yet another promotion, yes it does. So, starting a week from today, he will no longer have to drive to work and will make more money.
We've cut down a few more bills, and are working on getting something for people for Christmas. We've got a few ideas, but it's a matter of how to pull it off. Other than that, I'm still babysitting, and working on our budget. Thanksgiving is coming up and we're just staying in and eating PBJ Sandwiches and enjoying each other's company. It's a hard time of the year for me, but I seem to manage. This year we have a lot to be thankful for, and you better believe we're counting our blessings.
Monday, November 24, 2008
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Where Do I Fit In??
I recently came down with a Middle Ear Infection, and the touch of the flu. Since I fell ill, I have stayed indoors and in bed to try to heal quicker. Since there's not much to do, I've spent a lot of time thinking about my depression, whats causing it and just evaluating my life. One thing that's always been on my mind, but haven't been brave enough to say anything is where do I fit in with my family?
Don't get me wrong, I know they all love me, its just that I see the relationship my brothers have, not just with each other, but with my sister as well, and though we're all close, I feel they're all closer than I am with them. I have tried to hide it but a lot of the times I feel like a misfit, an outsider. These feelings don't end there, they also effect the relationship I have with my parents.
My brothers and sister have close relationships with my parents, they ask them to do things, go places, and though I could be totally wrong, it feels like when Dave and I ask them to do something with us, we get " Save your money" or are just turned down. It's very discouraging, and it could all just be in my head, but that's how I feel. I admit, the reltaionship between my sister and I has made a vast improvement, and I hope it keeps going that way, that we have that relationship I've always wanted with my sister. As for my brothers, I know its hard to strengthen a relationship long distance, but I try to keep in touch with Dan via E-mail although I've slacked a bit lately, and Marsh seems too busy with work and Tucker on the way.
Like I said, it could all be in my head but its something that has bothered me for a very long time and I think it has a hand in my depression. If I could have one wish, it would be that I could strengthen my relationships with my family, to become closer to them and not feel like an outcast. I'm sorry if I've upset anyone in this blog, I just needed to get it off my chest. Love you all.
Don't get me wrong, I know they all love me, its just that I see the relationship my brothers have, not just with each other, but with my sister as well, and though we're all close, I feel they're all closer than I am with them. I have tried to hide it but a lot of the times I feel like a misfit, an outsider. These feelings don't end there, they also effect the relationship I have with my parents.
My brothers and sister have close relationships with my parents, they ask them to do things, go places, and though I could be totally wrong, it feels like when Dave and I ask them to do something with us, we get " Save your money" or are just turned down. It's very discouraging, and it could all just be in my head, but that's how I feel. I admit, the reltaionship between my sister and I has made a vast improvement, and I hope it keeps going that way, that we have that relationship I've always wanted with my sister. As for my brothers, I know its hard to strengthen a relationship long distance, but I try to keep in touch with Dan via E-mail although I've slacked a bit lately, and Marsh seems too busy with work and Tucker on the way.
Like I said, it could all be in my head but its something that has bothered me for a very long time and I think it has a hand in my depression. If I could have one wish, it would be that I could strengthen my relationships with my family, to become closer to them and not feel like an outcast. I'm sorry if I've upset anyone in this blog, I just needed to get it off my chest. Love you all.
Saturday, November 1, 2008
I can honestly say that yesterday was quite the day. I had to go to the dentist to prep for a crown, and because of the location of it, I get a GOLD one. (Ironic I think since I HATE gold) While Kaitlynn was asleep, I decided to braid Merlyn's hair, it only stayed in overnight, then I noticed he was ripping it out in chunks when he'd scratch himself, oh well, at least I've got pictures.
After Kaitlynn's nap, Heather and I took her trick-or-treating down Main St. since her parents couldn't because they had to work. We were there for about an hour and a half, and she got a lot of candy.
When we got home, and Kaitlynn left, Mom noticed a funkey smell coming from the kitchen turntable. As Dad turned the turn-table around a few times, when it stopped, he saw a little grey mouse about 2" tall sitting there, he'd made it too dizzy to move. Dave and I released it at the school down the street. Later that evening, I couldn't figure out why the smell wouldn't dissipate, and asked Dad if he checked the DECON that was in the corner under the cupboard, he said no. Sure enough, there was a dead mouse in the box of DECON and it got tossed.
This morning after helping mom with her luncheon, I went to do a load of laundry for her, and couldn't figure out why the funky smell was not gone from the basement.(I thought the odor from the dead mouse wafted down to the Laundry Room.) As I went to put things in the Dryer, I noticed what looked like a twig, nope, it was a mouse. It's going to be fun to see how much more there are once we start de-junking.
Dave was told to re-apply for his job. They're making it permanent, and he'd be working from home if he got it, we've got our fingers crossed and are praying he gets it. I am not 100% sure but I think it means another pay raise. Well, it's time to go mouse hunting,
After Kaitlynn's nap, Heather and I took her trick-or-treating down Main St. since her parents couldn't because they had to work. We were there for about an hour and a half, and she got a lot of candy.
When we got home, and Kaitlynn left, Mom noticed a funkey smell coming from the kitchen turntable. As Dad turned the turn-table around a few times, when it stopped, he saw a little grey mouse about 2" tall sitting there, he'd made it too dizzy to move. Dave and I released it at the school down the street. Later that evening, I couldn't figure out why the smell wouldn't dissipate, and asked Dad if he checked the DECON that was in the corner under the cupboard, he said no. Sure enough, there was a dead mouse in the box of DECON and it got tossed.
This morning after helping mom with her luncheon, I went to do a load of laundry for her, and couldn't figure out why the funky smell was not gone from the basement.(I thought the odor from the dead mouse wafted down to the Laundry Room.) As I went to put things in the Dryer, I noticed what looked like a twig, nope, it was a mouse. It's going to be fun to see how much more there are once we start de-junking.
Dave was told to re-apply for his job. They're making it permanent, and he'd be working from home if he got it, we've got our fingers crossed and are praying he gets it. I am not 100% sure but I think it means another pay raise. Well, it's time to go mouse hunting,
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